Gratitude 365 Times

Gratitude

2010-07-10T21:47:00.000-07:00

I started this for fun, but life has a way of changing and getting in the way of doing some things. I have a new job, back to working full time. I can't find the time to keep this blog up. With limited time I have to dedicate time to those more important things. I am grateful for many things but most of these things are personal and sacred, things that I was not quite comfortable exposing on a public blog. I most grateful for my Savior, Jesus Christ and His atoning sacrifice that He made for all mankind so that we might choose eternal life. I am grateful for my family they are the most important people to me. Thank you for visiting my blog and your comments, but I am sorry to say I will not be continuing with posting on this blog.

#114 Words of Encouragement

2010-06-21T21:41:00.000-07:00

I have not been posting a daily Gratitude for some time and

to be honest I haven't felt very grateful.

I have even thought of changing the blog title to

"Irritation 365 Times"

I have been feeling very angry and disappointed.

I cry often.

Everything seems to be falling apart and there is nothing I can do about it.

I am grateful for these words of encouragement and faith.

#113 We Made It

2010-06-05T21:15:00.000-07:00

Blue was scheduled to take the SAT test this morning in Logan at 7:45 a.m. Ok, so I carefully figured out when I needed to get us up, when to leave so that we had time to spare for looking for the building on the USU campus and any other problems that might arise, and our travel time. When I have to meet an important deadline I have a tendency to mess up my thinking. That is just what I did this morning. We were about to leave home at 6 a.m., and suddenly thought that we were too early. I had us go back into the house for 45 minutes. As were going to leave again, now 7:00 I realized I had screwed up. It takes 45 minutes just to get to Logan let alone across town, onto campus, find the "tall" building on US 89. We also found that the calculator needed batteries! I had a melt down and cried the whole drive over, there was no way we would make it in time. I had to believe it would work out. BE BELIEVING! I flipped a U-turn across a four-lane hwy, pulled up along a red curb and told Blue to get out and head to "that tall building". Blue walking, I rolled down the window and yelled, "RUN!" After getting to the building, following the signs, "SAT test upstairs", I saw Blue sitting at a desk. WOW! I looked at my puppy and said, "We made it". All I could do was try and it worked out.

Photo from here

#112 A Call From My Cousin

2010-06-05T20:39:00.000-07:00

While hiking with Blue today, my cousin Pam calls me.  

I was so excited to hear from her.

I enjoyed talking with her, 

sharing our day with one another.

We think a lot alike, enjoy a lot of the same things and have similar goals.

It is very easy talking with her, I think we understand each other.

I would love to live close enough to her to go hiking together

and many other things.

Thanks for your call Pam.

#111 A Feeling of Accomplishment

2010-06-02T20:59:00.000-07:00

Logan Canyon is beautiful!

Had a great day with my two children hiking the Crimson Trail.

The high light was making it to the top, Wall of China!

We started on the steep side, we didn't think we could make it,

but we persevered and made it.  The rest of the hike was very enjoyable.

Great feeling after a good long hike, enjoying the outdoors,

talking and laughing on the trail, meeting people, pushing ourselves and 

the feeling of accomplishment. 

We hiked up along the rock edge.

#110 "Will You Slow Down For Me?"

2010-05-24T12:58:00.000-07:00

I had to yell at Blue to go out and mow the backyard before dark, so once I had him out there I didn't want him to have any reason not to finish the job. I knew that the last of the gas was in the mower and he would need more to get the job finished. The grass, well actually weeds, have grown very tall and thick, so I knew he would need more gas. I hopped into the car and blazed down the road to the gas station. On Bannock, a 35 mph zone, I was going 40 mph. As soon as I saw the police car coming towards me in the on-coming lane I knew I was busted. He flipped on his RED, WHITE AND BLUES. He made a U-turn over a double yellow line to pull up behind me. I get so nervous when I am pulled over, and those lights are embarrassing. Everyone driving by has to see who was busted. As soon as he walked up, practically behind me, I thought to myself, "This guy is new, I have never seen him before. He is young and handsome." I never get pulled over and when I have I can't remember the last time I got a ticket. I wasn't even sure what the registration or "proof of insurance" was when he asked for them, I had them spread out and asked, "Which one do you need?" My "proof of insurance" was not current and I thought he said my registration wasn't current either, but it is. He did his check, told me to find my current papers and said, "It is a $60 ticket for no registration papers, I will give you a warning now, but you were going pretty fast, will you slow down for me?" Oh, I let out a big sigh of relief! Thank you, Thank you. The officer is nice too.

Photo from here

#109 Missing A Jogger

2010-05-22T12:36:00.000-07:00

I was pulling out of a hotel the other day, onto a busy road near the Interstate entrance. I looked both ways as I crept out and suddenly right there in front of me, was a......JOGGER! He was looking at me as he ran out around the front end of my car giving me that look of, "Are you going to hit me?" WHERE DID HE COME FROM? I did not even see him. That is the worst feeling, near misses. It makes me so nervous driving. I am very hasty and too quick to do things, so I am always screwing up. I have got to be more careful. I am so grateful I did not hit that jogger.

#108 A Gentleman

2010-05-19T17:36:00.000-07:00

With my arms full, I was struggling to get my hotel key out of my purse, so I could unlock the outside door to the hotel to get in, when a young man opened the door for me. I thought that was so gentlemen of him. I was very grateful to him for doing that. Last night while coming into the hotel lobby with my luggage, bag, purse and sweater, trying to balance everything and open the door, a man in the lobby stood there and watched me. It's so nice to see that there are a few men out there with manners. Words that describe a gentlemen in the dictionary are; civilized, educated, polite, a man of good family, breeding and social position, sensitive, well-mannered.

Photo from here

#107 A Compliment

2010-05-19T17:11:00.000-07:00

While working in the Rexburg Wal-Mart a gray haired man asked me if Poligrip worked?  I had to catch myself, I hope I didn't look old enough for Poligrip.  After telling him I didn't know, he said, "You look familiar to me."  I asked where he was from, "St. Anthony".  He asked if I have been to the Mountain Man Rendezvous.  "No".  He was sure he had seen me from somewhere.  We chatted a bit about Malad and then before leaving he said, "I'll have to say you'r a might pretty brown eyed girl".  I said, "thank you" and he went on his way.  A moment later I heard him talking to another girl.

Photo from here

#106 Rawhide Chew Sticks

2010-05-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

 I am so grateful for  Rawhide Chew Sticks.  This little puppy of ours, Zeus has to be doing something all of the time.  I have to take time each day to play with him, which means me running around the house chasing him while he tries to keep his squeaker toy from me or playing fetch with his toy.  He wears me out and then other times, most of time I just am too busy to bother with him.  He will chew on my laptop cord, very annoying. It sure is nice when I can throw a rawhide stick to him and he will chew on that thing for maybe an hour at a time.  He is so cute, I will hold it up for him to see and he comes running with excitement taking it from me in his tiny little mouth. 

Photo from here

#105 Food Storage

2010-05-14T21:23:00.000-07:00

I am so grateful for our food storage. I am trying to cut back on spending and using my food storage is so helpful. We all know that it cost an arm and leg for groceries. I love trying to create a dinner out of our stored food. Tonight I made chili and corn bread. The corn bread was fabulous. I made it with butter and buttermilk. Talk about moist and delicious. My chili was made with tomatoes I canned in 2008, my kidney beans and taco seasoning from the storage and the 1/4 beef I recently bought. It is such a good feeling when I look over my meal and see that most of it is my home grown and canned goods or homemade. And it's healthier for my family too.

#104 Pear Tree Blossoms

2010-05-14T21:10:00.000-07:00

I am so grateful for the blossoms on my pear tree. My apple, apricot and peach trees have no blossoms and I am really worried they are not alive. I can see some green buds forming on their branches, but a lot of the branches have no sign of growth. We might have to do some serious pruning or replant. I hope we get at least one pear this year and I am eating it.

#103 Wide Open Spaces

2010-05-13T19:50:00.000-07:00

I drove to Burley today.  The drive is full of wide open space with an occasional silo, barn or farm house.  It was a beautiful day.  The sky was blue with big billowy clouds or thunder clouds.  The sun was bright and warm, which felt so good after a week of cold, rainy weather. I love spring.  Everything is so fresh and new.  I love looking out over the fields, that seem to stretch forever, of new green sprouted crops and fresh plowed dark soil.  There is a peace driving through rural country.

#102 Rotisserie Chicken

2010-05-13T17:58:00.000-07:00

I am wanting to eat better when I am on the road. I am amazed how little "good" food there is to choose from in the store. EVERYTHING is packaged for instant consumption or needing little preparation. Everything is full of chemicals; hydrogenated oil, processed soy products, high fructose or artificial sweetener. It freaks me out how much "food" has evolved. There is little "real" food to eat. I bought some bananas, strawberries, grapes, an apple and a bell pepper to snack on, but wanted something more. I wanted a candy bar so bad, but I have to lay off the candy and sweets. The deli has plenty of deep fried and carbs. to choose from. I settled for a rotisserie chicken. I was so hungry. It was so good, while I dug into it while driving, yes driving. I can't do that anymore. I am not sure if it was a healthy choice, but it was the most real thing I could find. I ate half and took the other half home for dinner for Blue.

#101 Sentiments of Love

2010-05-11T16:07:00.000-07:00

 This Mothers Day was wonderful because of my five children.  Seth and Jessica sent me a wonderful mothers day package full of wonderful surprises and the funnest card that made me smile. Seth gave me a call, calls I always cherish. Wind gave me a call, he was very sick, but still  remembered his mother. Sundi came HOME! It was so nice to have her home and going to church with us.  My Blue washed all of the house windows, they were VERY DIRTY from a dust storm we recently had.  Thank you kids, I love you.

#100 Employment

2010-05-11T15:51:00.000-07:00

There are so many people out there without work. My work takes me to 6 different Wal-Marts and I have been seeing more and more people standing at the entrance holding a card board sign, "No work" or "Please Help". Today there was an gray haired, small elderly woman holding a sign. She was wearing light blue keds with pink socks. She had a scarf around her head tied under her chin and had an oxygen tube in her nose. It was cold and windy out. I was parked right next to where she was standing and as I approached my car she began to tell me her problems with paying her bills. I asked if anyone had stopped, "Oh, yes, they have". Everyone is really struggling and it's difficult to see. We need to reach out to people right around us, our neighbors, who need our help.

Photo from here

#99 My Mother

2010-05-09T16:44:00.000-07:00

 Today I honor my mother.

 As a single mother she  raised two children, while making a meager wage at various jobs. My mother is not a quitter. She never had much as far as a home, cars, furnishings, clothing, travel, she had enough to take care of our basic needs.  I rarely heard her complain.  If she did, it was very short lived and to the point. She was done and moved on to brighter thoughts. She is not one to revel in judgment of others.  She does not enjoy sitting around thinking negatively of life's circumstances.  She is charitable and kind of all people.  She is not complicated, she is simple in her wants and pure in her thoughts. She enjoys the simple things; sunshine, children, flowers, laughter, burbling of fish in the tank, jabbering of little colorful finches, rocks, the beauty of nature, the company of joyful people.  She enjoys all people no matter who, what or where they came from as long as they are not too sour. 

I remember my mother loved to have fun with us. She didn't care about what "you are suppose to do". as a mother raising children.  I remember going for walks on the beach and before we were done all three of us were jumping and swimming in the ocean waves with all of our cloths on.  I remember her letting me drive the car, while she slept in the back seat, in an unfinished suburb where there were only the roads.  I remember going to the drive-in in our pj, with pillows, blankets and goodies to eat. I remember it was always the three of us, we had each other. We fought, played and worked together. 

I love my mother and am so grateful for all the sacrifices that she has made for my brother and I. She gave us her all. She would not give up and I am sure there were moments she wish she could or would love to, but she didn't and she wouldn't. I am proud of her. She might have thought she was doing it alone, but I know that she had a Father who watched over her, protecting and guiding her.  She was inspired and followed the promptings of the Spirit that lead her to give us the greatest of all things, the gospel of Jesus Christ. For that I am forever grateful to her for that blessing in my life. 

I love you mother!

You are Wonderful. 

Happy Mothers Day

#98 Women of Faith

2010-05-04T18:36:00.000-07:00

I am so grateful for women of faith in my life. I am grateful for their example, service, love and strength. I loved being in the Marriott Center surrounded by 15,000 women of faith, women who were there with a desire to perfect themselves through service and learning. Women trying to be better women, mothers, wives, sisters, daughters and servants of the Lord.

#97 Women's Conference

2010-05-04T18:26:00.000-07:00

"Choose Ye This Day To Serve The Lord"

I attended my second year of Women's Conference at Brigham Young University this past weekend. This year 6 women from my ward and I stayed in the Comfort Inn in Orem, Utah. We had a great time! We each chose our classes to attend, sharing notes with one another later. Debbie and I indulged ourselves in a waffle cone filled with Mint Chocolate Chip and Graham Canyon from the BYU Creamery. Oh it was good! My mother met us for dinner at Carrabba's our first night. After dinner we attended a wonderful concert at the Marriott Center where Micheal McCLean Alex Boye, the Fabulous Five, Mercy River and Hilary Weeks performed. There was service opportunity everywhere with Service Learning Rooms and Make 'n' Take and Returns. The best part is getting to know each other better, who snores, who wiggles in their sleep, who likes to go to sleep early and who goes to bed late even if it means reading in the bathroom so as not to keep anyone awake. At the closing of the conference Elder Dallin H. Oaks and Sister Oaks spoke to us. It was the most amazing feeling singing hymns with 15,000 women.

#96 Brushed Hair

2010-05-04T17:10:00.000-07:00

(a picture from 2 years ago)

Whenever my daughter comes home I hesitantly ask if she would brush my hair.  I know that she would rather not, but she knows how much I enjoy it and she is kind enough to indulge me in a little pleasure of mine.  When the children were little I would ask each one if they would brush my hair till I had a willing person.  Sometimes I had to do a little begging and pleading and sometimes that didn't work.  It's such a disappointment when they quit, but I am grateful anytime she is willing to brush my hair. Thank you Sundi.

#95 Power

2010-04-27T21:10:00.000-07:00

Our Home Teachers were over visiting with Blue, Troy and I when the weather outside was really working up a fit. We almost wondered if we would have a tornado. The house was whistling, we heard a crash outside and then the lights kicked off, then on, then off again. The surge was strong enough to turn the computer on and then off again. There we all sat in the dusk of the evening. The Home Teachers finished their visit and went on their way. The power was off long enough, couple of hours, to bring the emergency candles out. I missed "Lost", dang it. I couldn't finish my laundry, get on the computer or watch TV. When the power goes out you always hope it isn't for long, at least not long enough to make life too uncomfortable, just long enough to make the evening a little exciting with the candles out and burning. It makes me uncomfortable how dependent we are on power. I had some 60 hr emergency candles but that was it. I don't think we would last long with no power.

Photo from here

#94 Kindness

2010-04-27T20:48:00.000-07:00

I worked in the Blackfoot Wal-Mart today. I was so tired driving there, could hardly stay awake. I always park on the far outskirts of the parking lot, so there is less chance of people hitting the side of my car with their car doors. I loaded everything up into my arms; computer, purse, keys, lunch and phone. I popped the trunk open so I could get the rest of my things I needed inside the store. After working for a couple of hours I heard announced over the intercom, "Wal-Mart customers, a gray Nissan with the license plate #......... in the parking lot, has a door open."  I don't pay much attention to the announces made, but heard this one load and clear. I have a gray Nissan and my license plate starts with those numbers. Humm, did I leave my door open? Now thinking about it, I don't remember closing the door and my arms were pretty full. I hustled over to the door greeter, asked if I could leave my things with her and ran to see if that was "my gray Nissan."  IT WAS! I was so grateful for whoever that was that had that announced AND that my car was not vandalized, stolen or whatever else could have happened because my door was left open.  The wind was blowing hard today and could have ruined my door. Thank you to whoever cared enough to have that announced and that I heard it.

Photo from here

#93 A Visit From Sundi

2010-04-26T17:13:00.000-07:00

Sundi finally made it home for a visit. She rarely comes home because, "I don't have any gas money."

After arriving she says, "That hardly took any gas and it isn't that far." It is only 45 min. drive! It was nice to have her home for the weekend. We didn't do a lot, just did a lot of relaxing. She works full time. We walked the puppy, watched movies (not very good ones), fixed dinner, looked at Facebook, went to a baptism and visited. I love it when the kids come home.

Thanks Sundi for coming home, can't wait for the next visit.

#92 Honesty

2010-04-23T10:39:00.000-07:00

I am so grateful for honesty, when it is found. 

I ran into Wal-Mart to purchase some items with a "free" coupon and didn't realize I would have to pay tax, $0.60! I had no change or a check. While I was getting my credit card out, (ya, my credit card!) and thinking I really didn't want to do this, the women behind me was digging out 60 cents out of her wallet. To thank her for doing that for me I gave her one of my coupons (she was pretty happy about that), and then ran out of the store and on to the next store. Let me back up here little. Clients with Acosta (who I work for) will give coupons to us to purchase items that have a "zero sales". I was using some of those coupons. So, when I got to the next Wal-Mart and was at the check stand it was then when I noticed my credit card gone (I had a few more things to purchase this time), PANIC! I was pretty sure I left it at the check stand at the previous store. All I could hope was that who ever found it would be honest enough to turn it in. Before leaving the second store however, I left my check book. That checker yelled for me, while holding my check book up for me to see. I am starting to freak out now.

I arrived at the first Wal-Mart and the checker that was there was GONE. I asked some associates standing at customer service, "Do you know where the girl is that was working at the first register was, she has short brown hair pulled back on the top and about this tall?".  The guy says, "About this tall?' (holding his hand up) "Yes". The other girl says, "Is she about so tall?" (holding her hand a little higher than the guy did)  I chuckle, thinking who really cares exactly how tall she is, WHERE IS SHE? I then told them why I was there and the guy knew a credit card had been turned in. "What kind and what color is the card?" the guy asked. He left for a moment and brought it out to me. YEAH! I was so grateful.

Photo from here 

#91 Missionaries For Dinner

2010-04-19T21:29:00.000-07:00

Brother Don Buehler, in our ward, asked if we could feed the missionaries, "Of course."  We had Elder Huges, from Texas and Elder Penha, from Brazil come for dinner Sunday evening. Elder Huges was quiet and reserved. He has only been out on his mission for 7 months. Elder Penha was very talkative and out-going. He goes home in 2 weeks. He had all of us laughing often. He talked about being John Deared, whether he will marry an American or Brazilian women, what his plans are when he gets home (he thinks he won't know what to do with all of his free time), he asked a lot about the construction of our home, the children's names and of course, "Brother, can I ask.... (we always know what comes next, as they mimic stroking an imagined beard down their chest) how long did it take for you to grow your bread?"  He asked for more salad, 3 glasses of milk and was thrilled that I had sea salt on the table. Very charming young men with a wonderful spirit about them. 

After dinner they asked to share a message with us, "Likening the scriptures to ourselves and that we can find all answers there." They then asked if there was anyone that we felt would like to meet with them to learn more about The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Blue told them of a friend, Buddy Southwick, and agreed to invite him to our home to meet with the missionaries. We enjoyed their testimonies and praying for a blessing upon our home and family.

#90 A Priesthood Choir

2010-04-18T13:35:00.000-07:00

At Ward Conference the Bishop asked all Priesthood holders ages 12 on up, to come up to the stand to sing,

"Called to Serve"

Called to serve Him, heavenly King of glory, 

Chosen e'er to witness for his name,

Far and wide we tell the Father's story,

Far and wide his love proclaim.

Called to know the richness of his blessing

Sons and daughters, children of a King

Glad of heart, his holy name confessing,

Praises unto him we bring.

Onward, ever onward, as we glory in his name;

Onward, ever onward, as we glory in his name;

Forward, pressing forward, as a triumph song we sing.

God our strength will be; press forward ever, 

Call to serve our King.

Powerful!

Photo from here 

#89 CLR

2010-04-18T13:16:00.000-07:00

I hate hard water!

Hard water build up looks horrible giving everything a dull look and making my sinks spotty.

What would I do without CLR?

I spray it around my faucets, tub, sink and shower, making everything shine.

It eats hard water spots right off.

Thank goodness for CLR.

#88 A Lesson on Prayer

2010-04-18T12:58:00.000-07:00

In Relief Society the lesson was on Prayer. I am grateful for that lesson. 

It's a commandment to prayer to the Father, a form of communication with our Father. 

Our actions, thoughts and words are influenced by our prayers.

We should pray about every part of our lives; families, jobs, friends, pets and protection from our enemies.

We can pray anywhere at anytime, our Father is listening.

I have been avoiding my prayers because of discouragement, disappointment and anger. I know I need to pray for the things I need, but I don't know what that is right now. Listening to the sisters share their experiences and testimony of prayer strengthened me. I know these things, but needed reminding. I know that it is during these times it is most important to pray.

Photo from here

#87 The Outdoors

2010-04-17T19:29:00.000-07:00

I went out to check on a chicken I had separated from the others because of the rooster pecking at her and keeping her from eating and drinking. I then watched Troy pitch hay to the horses. I put Zeus up on the hay stack to keep him from running into the horse pins. A little later while waiting for Zeus to do his business I jumped 200 times on the trampoline. I was looking out and around our place, the sun shinning with a slight breeze and smelling the freshness of the air, thinking how much I have missed all of this during the winter months. It felt so good to be out, enjoying the simplicity and peace of the outdoors.

#86 Song of A Bird in the Morning

2010-04-16T12:22:00.000-07:00

I slept in this morning and woke up to the Robins singing.

The song of birds is magical, like Cinderella.

It took me back to when our family lived in Provo, Utah
on N 100 E in a two story yellow house.
That was a magical time, with the Knells, Gleaves and Mima as our neighbors. The street was lined with trees that were tall, providing a ceiling of leaves and branches over our yards. The constant burbling sound of the irrigation water, that our children played in, ran down the street ditch all summer long.
Cherished memories. 

Photo from here

#85 Seat Warmers

2010-04-15T19:10:00.000-07:00

The days are warming up and I am starting to dress lighter.

However, mornings are still chilly, enough to put frost on the car window.

This morning I left for work at 8 a.m. and I was freezing.

I love cranking up the heat and flicking the "on" switch to my seat warmer.

Awwww! That feels so good.

Now I just need a "steering wheel" warmer.

Photo from here 

#85 Zeus

2010-04-11T14:46:00.000-07:00

 Zeus just had a bath and is trying to get warm in Troy's down coat.

My niece, Christy's boyfriend gave her the tiniest little puppy three months ago, Zeus. He is a Shih Tsu.  She can't keep him so she is letting me have him. I have been wanting a dog for sometime, a little lap dog. I have had 2 Dachshunds and really like the breed and was thinking of getting another.  Zeus has the cutest personality that you can't help but fall in love with the little guy. He isn't quiet what I had in imagined having for a lap dog, but he will do. He loves chasing his squeaker toy, shredding paper, chasing the cats, barking for food, doggy treats, dog poop and dancing with little girls who wear squeaker shoes. He brings us  lot of joy.

Thank you Christy for this little happy guy. 

#84 Sheila

2010-04-11T14:21:00.000-07:00

Wind has been living in the basement apartment of Sheila and Dale's for a couple of years now. 

Sheila and Dale are his landlords.  

They lost a boy in an accident a couple of years ago that was about Wind's age.

It has been a very painful journey for Sheila and I believe having Wind around has helped.

Sheila cuts Wind's hair in her salon upstairs,

they have invited him to dinner, brought him homemade bread, hot soup, 

homemade cinnamon rolls, crutches when he crashed into a tree snowmobiling and 

so much more, even one months rent free for Christmas.

Sheila is always thinking of Wind. 

It is always a good feeling when people like your children and care about them.

The last time I was up visiting she came down in her PJ and robe, asking if I would like to meet Dale.

I wasn't dressed myself, but she didn't mind, just wanted me to meet him before he had left.

I met Dale, he was still in his PJ's to.

I was smiling to myself seeing all of us visiting in our PJ's.
It is a good feeling when people love your children. 
Thank you Sheila for all you do for my son, Wind. 

#84 Chickens

2010-04-10T22:07:00.000-07:00

I enjoy going out to the chicken coop collecting the eggs, those Little Betty's lay for me each day.

I enjoy hearing them cackle and squawk each morning, 

specially after they lay an egg, announcing they have dropped another egg.

I enjoy watching them peck and scratch at the ground.

I enjoy eating their eggs.

I enjoy giving eggs to friends and family.

I enjoy having four or five dozen cartons of eggs in the frig.

#83 Women That Look Like Women, Men That Look Like Men

2010-04-10T21:55:00.000-07:00

There are a lot of different looking people out there

in many shapes and sizes.

However, what really bothers me is when looking at someone

I cannot determine weather they are a man or women.

I find this very disturbing and scary.

I think it is very sad that we will have grandchildren growing up 

in a world where they will not be able to tell if someone is a man or women.

Photo from here

#82 My Sister-In-Law

2010-04-07T21:22:00.000-07:00

 Misty

Misty is more like a sister I never had. Our birthdays are only 4 days apart in April. She is very giving and generous. She would give you anything that she had if she felt you needed it. Misty loves to find ways to solve people's problems, she will spend hours, days trying to figure out how she can help your situation.  We have had some great moments together and with our children. Once the two of us went to a movie after it had started. As we were trying to get past some, not so small, people we accidentally knocked over their drink. While swinging around to apologize I stuck my hand in their cheesy nacho chips, they didn't notice. Misty insisted on buying them another drink, but they just wanted us to move on. While she was walking back to the seats, watching the movie she began drinking the pop, forgetting she had bought it for them. She still handed them the pop and told me she had drank some. We started laughing so hard. We call it our Sienfeld moment.  

Thanks Misty for being a good friend, sister to me and for good times. I love you. 

#81 Forty-Seven

2010-04-06T19:23:00.000-07:00

Today is my birthday!

For some time I have been telling everyone this was my 48th birthday.

Yuck! Two years and I am 50!

That just sounds awful.

But this morning I was calculating my age, in my head,

and discovered I wasn't turning 48 but 47.

Oh my gosh! I was so excited.

I have 3 years, not 2 before I am officially old.

I am a year younger.

#80 General Conference

2010-04-04T21:52:00.000-07:00

In The Church of Jesus Christ of Ladder-Day Saints we have General Conference in April and October. Conference is broadcast over television, radio and satellite. My daughter had the opportunity of attending conference in Salt Lake City, Utah in the Conference Center. This building is amazing, seating 21,000 people. She said that it brought tears to her eyes as they sang, "I Know My Redeemer Lives", can you imagine 21,000 people singing their testimony of the Living Christ? How powerful! During conference we are able to listen to a living Prophet of God and Apostles who are spokes persons for God here upon the earth. The most spoken message that was given was on the importance of teaching our children about God and helping them gain testimonies of Christ. It was powerful to hear each speaker testify of Christ and that He lives. The spirit that is felt through their messages of love and direction is a wonderful feeling, motivating me to want to do and be better. I have a renewed spirit.

Watch Conference here

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#79 Exercise

2010-04-02T15:53:00.000-07:00

I love the feeling after exercising. I haven't been able to exercise for almost two weeks and I can feel it. I get really grouchy when I can't exercise regularly. I love the Firm workout DVD's because they use cardio and weights together. I have tried a lot of tapes and I like these the best. There are a lot of worthless DVD's out there that give the least amount of workout for the money you spend. I prefer more weight workout than cardio, my core feels strong and that feels great. I feel so much better about myself when I can exercise and feel better in my cloths. I have to workout first thing in the morning before I eat. I do like walking in the evenings though, it helps take that bloated feeling away from eating all day.  I did my Firm tape this morning and I feel more positive. I get more done when I have started my day that way. The more I exercise the more I want to exercise.

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#78 Not Panicing

2010-03-31T21:32:00.000-07:00

I spent some time in Driggs with the kids this past week helping Seth & Jessica move into their first home. Friday, Wind got a call from Teton Taxi to deliver luggage from Jackson Hole Airport. He has been doing this during the winter months. I asked if I could come along and see what he does. A snow storm had come in that day and so the pass was icy with poor visibility. We were driving over during rush hour, lots of traffic going west. We were going East.Wind said that often cars will not be able to maintain their traction going up the incline, causing traffic pile ups. Wind was driving slow and steady when we came upon a car horizontally across both lanes, preparing to turn around to head back down the pass, under the direction of an officer. The car is backing up almost blocking our entire lane. Wind taps his brakes and begins sliding. Wind honks, making the car aware of him and that he has lost the ability to stop. The car stopped, but only leaving a narrow space between the the back end of the car and guard rail to pass through. There is snow built up along the guard rail and on the other side a drop off. I was gripping the strap of my seat belt, as I prepared for impact with the car. When he missed the car, the snow pulled him toward the rail however, Wind maneuvered his truck smoothly between the car and guard rail, missing both. The officer was ignorant enough to tell Wind, "Why don't you slow down". Wind couldn't have gone any slower. That officer should have prepared traffic up the road to slow down and stop while he had this car turn around, blocking both lanes. I was so grateful for Wind's calm, confident driving skills. On the way back that evening the pass was worse. I starting panicking until Wind said, "Would you stop it and let me concentrate on driving ". I shut right up and didn't say a peep till we were off the mountain.

#77 Breaks

2010-03-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

My daughter, Sundi has been at her new job for 2 weeks now.  She is enjoying learning something new and having a physical job vs. desk job. However, those first 2 weeks she sure complained about her new aches a pains, my feet, back, wrist, head...   I would love to see her dressed in her white cloths, steel toe shoes and hard hat!  The best part of this new job for me is the breaks she gets twice a day.  During these breaks she calls ME.  I love it. I get to chat with her for 10-15 min, sometimes twice a day. 

Thank you Sundi for sharing your break with me.

#76 Going to Work With My Son

2010-03-30T21:48:00.000-07:00

I had the opportunity of going with Wind, my son, on his part-time winter job.  He delivers lost luggage to the owners. I enjoyed watching Wind organize the pieces of luggage according to where they were to be delivered. I was impressed with his phone skills as he would call each customer to let them know that he had their luggage and was on his way to deliver it after getting directions. I sat in the truck secretly watching as he communicated with the customers, watching as they laughed and smiled with Wind. Wind puts people right at ease. 

While my children were growing up I went to everything they did. I enjoyed watching and being involved. Since they have moved away from home, I miss that. Every activity they do, every job they do, I wish I was there to watch them and be involved. 

Thank you Wind for letting me come along.

#75 Children Growing Up

2010-03-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

This past month I have seen my children, that have left home, begin to mature and show signs of growing up. It is rewarding and very pleasing to see them make decisions that show they are inching their way towards adulthood. It isn't an easy step, moving out of mom and dad's home and care. The first year was challenging and full of trial and error. I know that at times it seems overwhelming and daunting to be on their own, providing for themselves, and making some very big, important decisions, but they manage to continue to overcome and move forward. I have watched our children change jobs or take on second jobs to meet their financial responsibilities, purchase a home, help one another, turn to the Lord and the principles of truth they were taught.

#74 Puppy Kennels

2010-03-22T14:10:00.000-07:00

I am carrying for my niece's two Poodle/Shih Tzu mix puppies for a couple of months. The female, Zoe is almost a year and the male, Zeus is about 6 mths old. I thought I was just bring Zoe home when I offered, but when I found out Zeus had nowhere to go I hesitantly volunteered to take him as well.  I had never cared for two dogs at once. They are so full of energy and they make me nervous. I am so grateful that they are Kennel Trained. After taking them out to go potty and letting them run around a bit I just pop them in their kennel. and they settle right down. It keeps them contained and quiet. They are really good about being in there.  I do that several times a day.  They sure are cute and love exploring the outdoors. I brought them home because I have been craving a little dog, but I think I am cured and it's only been two days, that was fast.

#73 Buyer's Remorse

2010-03-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

I don't know what is wrong with me lately, but I am completely AWOL with shopping. I know my husband is going to read this and my secret will be out. I don't usually let him know what I have been buying, mostly because I feel guilty.  Husbands never understand why their wives need to shop for so much "stuff". I did a little shopping a week ago, that wasn't so bad, I could live with it.  However, I was in Logan, Utah visiting my daughter today, she wasn't feeling well and very tired , said she was going to take a bath and nap. "Ok, I am going to get some puppy food and will be back to pick up the puppies". Sorry, Sweatheart, another secret, I brought the puppies home to watch till August. I told you I wanted a dog, so now I have two! Back to my "AWOL shopping". Hours later Sundi texts me, "Where are you? Did you forget the puppies?"  She finally called, found out I was shopping, "If I had know you were going shopping I would have come".  (She took Sudafed and felt much better) I am feeling selfish and buy her something. By now I am feeling sick with anxiety, not enjoying myself anymore. 

I am home now, going through all of the things I bought and that feeling of, "I want that or I have to have that" was gone. I began thinking of all the money I could put BACK in my pocket if I returned things. I bagged things up, gathered up receipts and have it all ready for my next trip out of town. I am feeling better already. 

I am grateful for Buyer's Remorse.

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#72 Forgiviness

2010-03-20T23:36:00.000-07:00

“I, the Lord, will forgive whom I will forgive, but of you it is required to forgive all men”

( D&C 64:10 ).

It feels wonderful knowing someone has forgiven me,

but what is better is when I have done the forgiving. 

Forgiving someone brings such peace, joy and an increase of love. 

It is such a burden to be angry and unforgiving of others. 

We all need love and to love and

it isn't our place to judge.

I am the first to admit that it is very easy to judge 

and be critical of others.

Something that I have to work harder at, not judging others.

Matthew 6:14, 15 

 For if ye aforgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you: 

But if ye ^aforgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.

#71 Balance

2010-03-20T23:12:00.000-07:00

I am not sure if I am grateful for "balance" or "imbalance".  I t is because of imbalance that prompts me to put order back into my life. Having balance in my life is important, I don't function very well without it. I have to be careful however, what may seem as balance can turn into habit, systematic, routine.....boredom!  At that point I need to self-evaluate my life and apply change where necessary.  Life is in a constant state of change.  This is a healthy process; balance, change, imbalance, evaluation, improvement, balance.  This cycle makes us a better person, builds character and helps us to become like our Savior, Jesus Christ. 

3 Nephi 12:48 

Therefore I would that ye should be aperfect even as I, or your Father who is in heaven is perfect.

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#70 Scouting Pow Wow

2010-03-17T19:35:00.000-07:00

Blue, my son, is three merit badges from qualifying to receive a Eagle rank in Boy Scouts and 6 months from the dead line. Towards the end of last year I had decided to get him going on these last merit badges. Twenty-one are required and he only need three more. I tried getting with leaders of our church, that are over Scouting, but getting no one to respond to me.  I had basically given up, telling myself, "I don't care, it doesn't matter to me whether he gets his Eagle or not". Do you know what it's like to get a 17 1/2 year old boy to do merit badges at home? NOT EASY, ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE.  One of the youth leaders says, "We have plenty of time". NO WE DID NOT.  Before moving on to Eagle a Scout has to be at a Life rank for 6 months serving in a leadership position. Right at the end of February there was a sudden "hype" among the leaders about Blue and getting him ready to receive his Eagle. I had learned that no one had realized how soon his birthday was, August 16. They had figured that it was towards the end of the year along with most of the boys his age. Once they realized that, things began to move. They had a Board of Review with in 3 days of the dead line, advancing him to Life. I was so grateful to learn that a Pow Wow was THIS month. This is where they can earn merit badges. They were offering all three that he is needing. Yeah! They will do most of the work there, with just a few assignments to do at home on his own. How wonderful! Once that is completed then we can move onto his Eagle project, which he already has an idea for, just need it approved. I am so excited!

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#69 Spring Coming

2010-03-16T21:38:00.000-07:00

Spring is coming!

The snow is receding into small patches. 

Exposing the rich, moisture soaked ground.

There are small patches of fresh, rich greens.

Pets shed their winter coats.

There is a renewed, awakening, 

and a hopeful feeling coming forth.

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#68 Agency

2010-03-16T20:59:00.000-07:00

"Thou mayest choose for thyself, for it is given unto thee"

(Moses 3:17)

We may choose liberty and eternal life by following Jesus Christ.

We are also free to choose captivity and death by following Satan.

The right to choose between good and evil and to act for ourselves is called agency.

An eternal principle

"We will prove (test) them herewith, to see if they will do all things 

whatsoever the Lord their God shall command them"

(Abraham 3:25)

We are responsible for our choices.

There must be "an opposition in all things. If not so....righteousness could not be brought to pass, neither wickedness, neither holiness nor misery, neither good nor bad"

(2 Nephi 2:11)

As we make good choices we grow in wisdom, strength and faith and draw closer to our Father in Heaven.

When we follow the temptations of Satan, we limit our choices.

Watch and pray always, 

asking God to help us withstand the temptations of Satan.

I am grateful for the gift of agency. 

Read more here to here 

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#67 My Laptop

2010-03-13T16:08:00.000-08:00

"You don't want a laptop,

they just break down,

their dump!"

My husband's words.

But I did want a laptop! I did, I did!

I wanted access to a computer at any given moment I choose.

I didn't like waiting "my turn". 

My husband's computer is on the desk in the living room right next to the TV.

I didn't enjoy sitting at the desk, my feet got cold and the TV was a distraction.

Now that I have my laptop I can sit in my bed (my Happy Place, Troy calls it) 

where it is quiet and warm. 

I can get on the computer anytime I want for as long as I want 

(I do admit, I sometimes have a problem with getting off and going to bed, I'm working on that).

I LOVE MY LAPTOP!

and recommend anyone wanting one, not to let anyone talk you out of it.

#65 Neck Massage

2010-03-11T21:32:00.000-08:00

On my return to town after work, I stopped to visit a friend in Stone, Idaho. While sitting on the sofa with my head turned towards her while we talked aggravated a pinch in my neck giving me a raging headache by the time I got home. This evening I went to a activity with the women in our church. After learning that I had a horrible headache, one of the ladies told me to sit down and started to massage my neck, shoulders and  head. It felt wonderful, so relaxing. She applied the right  amount of pressure. I instantly could feel the tension leaving and my shoulders drop down out of my neck.  I had that sensation of goose bumps and tingling. She then had me do some neck stretches. Neck massages are the best, I wish I could have one every evening before going to bed.

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#64 A Patient Boss

2010-03-10T17:54:00.000-08:00

(photo from Flickr.com)

I have a new boss!

She was my friend first so it is even harder when I have to call 

 her about my screw ups on the job.

I don't want to disappoint her. 

I didn't sleep well because of the anticipation of having to call her in the morning to inform her of my recent mistake.

When she returned my call and I hesitantly told her what I had done,

she says, "That's ok!" followed with a little giggle.

I asked if anyone has done what I had done, "Nope, you are the first" followed with a little giggle.

She has a way of talking on the phone that you know she is smiling.

She often will say before getting off the phone, "Have fun!"
Today she added, "Don't beat yourself up, have fun".
Thanks Pam

#63 Luggage with Wheels

2010-03-10T17:03:00.000-08:00

As I walked to my hotel room with my heavy work bag slung over my left shoulder,

my purse hanging off my left arm and

while pulling my luggage behind me by the extended handle 

I thought of the days when luggage didn't have wheels.

How did we manage?

It is amazing that luggage didn't originally start with wheels, it seems so logical.

Why did we have to carry large awkward pieces of luggage in the first place.

I love wheels on luggage.

Now if they would not tip over when you stand them upright.

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#62 Cats

2010-03-08T19:59:00.000-08:00

(my son and his wife's cat, Butters)

I have always loved cats. 

I remember bring a few home when I was little and begging mom if I could keep it

and trying to make them sleep beside me at night.

The harder I tried the more desperate they became to get away.

#61 The Family: A Proclamation to the World

2010-03-07T21:42:00.000-08:00

I am grateful for A Proclamation declared by a living Prophet of God,

The Family: A Proclamation to the World

that defines our relationship to God

the relationship between man and women, husband and wife, marriage,

our divine responsibility of procreation,   family,

our role and accountability as parents to children. 

What a blessing to have these truths before us, 

to guide us during a time when the family is under attack,

when the world is trying to redefine the family and

saying wrong is right and right is wrong.

This proclamation is RIGHT!

The family is where our strength is, we must do everything in our power to protect

the sacred unit of the family.

Print your own copy here

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#60 Saturdays

2010-03-06T21:08:00.000-08:00

Aw! How nice it is to sleep in till the morning sun shines into my room, grabbing a book to read while still in bed, going back to sleep, having waffles and strawberries at 10 a.m., going walking, to the library, painting my toe nails, eating Thin Mint Girl Scout cookies, watching a movie, cleaning the bathroom, showering, putting on new make-up, visiting a friend, eating Dove chocolates, making sandwiches for dinner, having a bowl of Moose Tracks ice cream with strawberries, watching another movie and now going to bed. I love having Saturdays again!

#59 A Little Book

2010-03-05T18:43:00.000-08:00

When Troy and I started dating he had given me a tiny little book titled "Juniper".  But in "Troy" fashion it was  a message to me. A message that I missed at first. I was digging around in my hope chest and found the little book that was given to me so many years ago by a boy who wanted to spend eternity with me.

Juniper

by Robert Kraus

(click on photo for a larger view
read from left to right starting in top left corner) 

Our life has been full of happiness, joy and sweet contentment.

#58 Rubber Gloves

2010-03-04T21:21:00.000-08:00

Rubber gloves are best all purpose work gloves.

We all know they are good for washing dishes in hot scalding water, but I love them for outdoor use as well.

They are great for the garden and any outdoor cleaning. I love that they keep my hands dry and clean, as long as I don't have a hole in them. It is easier to pull weeds in the garden after the plants have been watered, but cloth gloves become heavily caked with mud and slippery, making it hard to grip the weeds.. Rubber gloves protect my hands from chemicals and unsanitary debris. It was time to clean the chicken coop and I was grateful for my gloves. It is a small coop and it's just easier to get in there with my hands. With rubber gloves I could get right in there and dig out the defecated soaked straw bedding. 

I remember my mother always wearing rubber gloves when she would clean. 

Rubber gloves were essential to her cleaning materials.

#57 Pay Day

2010-03-03T11:04:00.000-08:00

It is always a good feeling and pretty exciting when pay day comes around. That feeling that you are back on top again. However, it would be better if it came more often than every two weeks, AND EVEN BETTER, if it was so much money you had some left over after paying bills, and it was there if I wanted to spend it. I just went through a job change and I didn't miss a pay day which is great. I didn't want any down time between paydays. I am grateful though, because right now a pay day is nonexistent for many people out there. Knowing this motivates me to budget and spend my money more wisely and find ways to contribute to the needy and be less frivolous.

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#56 My Children

2010-03-02T20:50:00.000-08:00

I love my children!

Each one their own person.

Seth never hesitates, with no thought to can or cannot.

Wind, the one that pulls family together. 

Sundi, stubborn and strong willed.

Blue, diamond in the rough.

Jessica brings laughter to our somber family.

I am grateful for each one.

Thank you for making me a mother.

#55 The Sabbath

2010-02-28T18:49:00.000-08:00

The Sabbath is a day of worship and rest for me.

A day to put the things of the world aside.

A day to reflect on those things of eternal importance.

A day to renew my covenants with the Lord.

A day to strengthen my faith.

A day to remember those who are alone or suffering.

A day to be home with family.

A day to bear testimony of our Savior Jesus Christ.

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#54 A Bowel of Cabbage Soup

2010-02-27T22:06:00.000-08:00

A good friend of mine found out I have been sick

and brought me over a delicious bowel of cabbage soup.

I have never had cabbage soup.

It was wonderful, light and simple.

I kept thinking I needed to make dinner,

and would have to remind myself that soup was coming.

I am grateful for a hot bowel of soup from a thoughtful friend.

Thank you Sue.

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#53 A Salon

2010-02-27T21:58:00.000-08:00

Today Wind went to the salon!

In the past he has had me cut his hair only after

giving me lengthy, strict instructions on how to cut his hair, 

and still not feeling confident in my ability to complete the job to his satisfaction.

He would jurk his head away, and reafirm if I understood what he wanted me to do,

"Yes, I do"

"Are you sure?"

He would have me so upset by the time I was done, 

I would swear & vow I would never cut his hair again, only to be talked into again.

Today I did cut his hair, again.

He then made a mad dash to the salon at 5 p.m. to catch them before closing.

So grateful and relieved.

#52 Unexpected Arrivals

2010-02-25T17:33:00.000-08:00

I had two wonderful surprises today.

(don't let their somber expressions fool you, they are glad to be home too)

I have been suffering from a cold and feeling pathetic.

I gave Troy a call, like I do everyday.

It always starts with, "Where are you?"

"I am driving down Samaria Lane."

"Really!"

He was just down the road from our home.

I wish I wasn't so sick and could greet him properly.

I know, I said "two surprises".

Troy was in and out bring things in from the car, and then

Wind walked in with him!

He is on his way to visit his Grandmother.

Whenever Wind comes home he heads straight to the frig.

While hanging is arm up and over the frig door, and

peering into the frig says, "What is there to eat?"

It is so exciting to have unexpected arrivals,

it makes my day.

#51 Extended Battery

2010-02-24T20:01:00.000-08:00

Nothing more annoying than when I am trying to do my store call and the notebook shuts down on me. HUG!

I ordered a extended battery from tech. support last Friday,

 over night delivery.....hummm

It finally came today, 5 days later. 

That isn't what I had in mind for "over night".

But I am just glad it is finally here.

I feel much more secure going out and completing my job.

Now I can stay in the store FOREVER maybe even over night. 

#50 A Snowmobil Ride

2010-02-23T19:41:00.000-08:00

My sons took my daughter-in-law and I for a ride up into the Targee National Forest up to a place called "Pennacle".  It was absolutely beautiful. I felt very fortunate for the opportunity to be up there, taking in the grandeur of the view. 

#49 Cruise Control

2010-02-23T19:14:00.000-08:00

Who would drive without cruise control?

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#48 Automatic Car Wash

2010-02-23T19:05:00.000-08:00

Winter roads can make a mess out my car,

but who wants to wash a car in freezing winter temperatures?

I sat in my car inside the automatic car wash while my car

was pelted with a series of different sprays.

Driving out with a fresh clean car with no effort on my part

made me smile. 

Later when I was looking for my car in the parking lot and found it I thought, "Is this my car?" and 

had to take a double look.

It looks so sparkly.

#47 Audio Books

2010-02-23T18:39:00.000-08:00

I am traveling much more with my new job

 and so I checked out a audio book from the library.

It sure makes a long trip bearable.

#46 A Beautiful Sight

2010-02-19T22:56:00.000-08:00

This was my view driving home over the Malad Summit,

what a beautiful sight.

#45 A Walk With My Son

2010-02-19T20:06:00.000-08:00

I completed my first store on my new job!

The best part, however, was coming home 

and going walking with my son.

The first 15 min. I just got a couple of grunts out him,

and then he started talking and caring a conversation with me.

#44 Dessert Shooter

2010-02-17T23:03:00.000-08:00

I've been working all day on my new job in three different towns.

My boss took me to Applebee's for dinner.

I had a great dinner of Tilapia with Pico de gallo and lime and a double serving of broccoli.

The best part of course was the Dessert Shooter.

Oreo Chocolate Mouse.

It was the perfect amount of dark chocolate delightful bliss.

I love dark chocolate when I am tired.

#43 My Sweetheart

2010-02-14T12:28:00.000-08:00

I love you forever!

#42 Valentine Treats

2010-02-12T21:05:00.000-08:00

My sweet daughter-in-law sent us a little Valentine's Day.

After being out of town for a couple days we found a little package in the mail from Jessica.

She is very thoughtful. She always letting us know that she is thinking of us.

We love you Jessica 

#41 Finding Something Lost

2010-02-12T20:52:00.000-08:00

My son found my cell phone!

I still can hardly believe it. 

We were driving home from Utah when my cell phone (old one) was ringing and he was looking for it while I was driving.  I had my seat forward with the stirring wheel up against my chest while he dug around under my seat and says, "Holy, Guess what I found?"

I just screamed and kissed my phone.

I had drowned a cell phone in the toilet and had to buy a new one. I had it only a couple of months when I thought I lost it either on the road while delivering mail or in my mail car.

I refused to buy another phone, I still believed that it was somewhere to be found.

It is the best feeling to find something lost.

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#40 Seeing Old Friends

2010-02-12T20:27:00.000-08:00

It is exciting to see long time friends not seen for years,

to remember and laugh about long ago memories,

getting acquainted with one another's grown children,

share the struggles of life,

enjoy the humor of raising families and  

share the joys of common friendships.

Friendships are a blessing

#39 A Temple Wedding

2010-02-12T19:59:00.000-08:00

It is a BEAUTIFUL, REVERENT and SACRED thing to attend a temple wedding, witnessing a couple coming to the temple to be sealed for time and eternity.

I am grateful for my temple wedding almost 26 years ago on November 21, 1984 in the Mesa Arizona Temple to my eternal companion.

To make covenants with the Lord together is a strength for us in our commitment to each other. 

Go here to learn more about The Church of Jesus Christ Latter-day Saint's temple 

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#38 In-N-Out Burgers

2010-02-12T19:23:00.000-08:00

Where do you go to eat when you are out of town, it's 10:30 p.m., every place is closed and your starving?

In-n-Out Burgers 

This place was completely lit up and packed with college kids wearing In-n-Out hats like there was a party going on inside.

Blue, Sundi, my mother and I had just gotten our food when my mother said, "Look at the line." There was a line of kids going out the door. It was unbelievable!

When we left we saw a line of at least 15 cars lined up for the drive through.

That is one happening place.

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#37 A Promise

2010-02-08T20:36:00.000-08:00

"Though some of the sheep may wander,

the eye of the Shepherd is upon them,

and sooner or later they will feel the tentacles 

of Divine Providence reaching out after them

and drawing them back to the fold"

"Pray for your careless and disobedient children;

hold on to them with your faith.  Hope on,

trust on, till you see the salvation of God."

Elder Orson F. Whitney

"Our Perfect Example"

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#36 "I'm Listening"

2010-02-08T19:11:00.000-08:00

My son will call me in the evenings while waiting for luggage. He delivers luggage from the airport to their destinations in the evenings. Sometimes he has to wait for the flights to come in and while waiting will call me, his mom. He will tell me about his day at work or snowmobiling with his brother and how great the snow is for snowboarding. I will often take this opportunity to talk with him about "important" things; goals, eternal truths, Heavenly Father and His Son, plan of happiness, his plans for his future... The other night we were talking and there was a moment I paused and he says, "Go on, I am listening". What a blessing to have children who still will listen to their parent's counsel, advice, testimony and I would like to think wisdom.

#35 Making It Home

2010-02-06T18:27:00.000-08:00

It makes me nervous every time I have to deliver the rural route after or during a snow storm. I worry I am going to get stuck, slide off the road or into an oncoming vehicle. The snow plow trucks are the most frightening. Seeing them barreling down the road with a wall of snow flying out of their plow towards me  hoping there is room for both of us to pass is terrifying. 

People tend to drive more to the middle of the road in these conditions, so when coming around a corner or over a hill it can be a panicking surprise. I just hope that I manage to stay in control and not make any sudden moves of my car without running into them or off the road.  There is a strip of back road in Woodruff where I can hardly distinguish where the road is because everything is white. 

Last week a funny thing did happen, funny in that I was embarrassed. I noticed a jeep pass me, but a couple of miles down the road I could see that he had gone off the road and was stuck good. A truck was pulling him out. I missed some mail and decided to turn around to deliver it. I pulled a little too far off the edge of the road and the snow sucked my car right off the road, sinking me deep into the snow drift. The passenger side was so deep into the snow, I had to use my feet to push my door open to get out. I wasn't even a 1/2 mile from where the jeep was. I was grateful to know the people who pulled the jeep out. If I was going to get stuck I am glad I did it there. They had a chuckle and pulled me out.

#34 How Quickly We Forget

2010-02-06T18:02:00.000-08:00

There are about 5 homes out in Daniels that takes me about 20-30 minutes to deliver mail too, so I have time to go into my thoughts. I was thinking about my children, which I do lot, and thinking how well they are doing at the moment. I realized that I wasn't even remembering all the pain, worry and anxiety that they have given me in the past. How nice it is to forget. I do realize it is important to remember the lessons learned but grateful to forget the agony and sorrow that parents experience from their children's wrong choices. It is amazing how the moment they make wiser choices for themselves, we are so pleased with them and the unpleasant memories are gone. We are filled with Joy. It doesn't take much, does it?

#33 Love Story

2010-02-05T22:32:00.000-08:00

I went walking with a friend and while we walked almost 4 miles she told me about the time she met her husband. It's a wonderful, sweet story. Her second husband had over dosed and died. Shortly after that she was diagnosed with breast cancer. While dealing going through her treatments her daughter was using Meth. Her daughter was living in a car with all her belongings. After loosing her hair to cemo and radiation she was introduced to a man who had been divorced for 10 years. He was a shy man and came from a very small town, he didn't like the big city, where she was. But with the persistence of two friends, she gave him a call and chatted for about an hour. On their first date she wore a wig, "I didn't want him to see me without my hair". The wig, however, was driving her crazy, itching so bad. At dinner she told him, "This wig is driving me nuts, it itches so bad" "Well take it off!" Right there at the table, she took it off, "Oh, that feels so much better"  "I think you look better without it!" She never wore her wig again. For their third date he went to visit her in the "city" for dinner at her place, salmon. The didn't have a chance to eat because her daughter called, she didn't know where she was and needed help. My friend told him that she had to go help her, "Ok, I will drive you"  They found her daughter and got her to the hospital. The Dr. said that her daughter was pregnant, at that point my friend broke down and sobbed, "I can't do this alone". This kind man says, "You are not going to do this alone" "I am not?" "No, because I am going to marry you!" 

She was given a blessing once where she was told that she would live to see her grandchildren and that a man was preparing himself for her. And now her cancer is gone and her daughter is living a clean, healthy life married with two beautiful children.  My friend is so happy and in love. She feels truly blessed by the Lord. Now that is a love story.

#32 Sewing Machine

2010-02-05T21:46:00.000-08:00

My mother gave this Kenmore sewing machine to me years ago.

 I really enjoy sewing. 

I have sewn cloths for my children when they were little, 

sewn decorations for our home, crafts and

 now my new thing is aprons, 

probably have made just over 30. 

I am getting a little tired of those.

I want to try sewing a cute bag for my scriptures.

Thanks mom for the machine.

#31 Feeling Warm Inside

2010-02-03T19:28:00.000-08:00

I have the opportunity to serve the little 8-9 year old girls in my church. I have them over to my home twice a month. I had the girls serve others in our community today. They delivered "Heart Attack" and cookies. Heart Attacks is where the front door of the recipients home is attacked with cut-out hearts that say XOXO's, Happy Valentines Day, I love you, You are Awesome, We Appreciation You and whatever the girls want to say. After secretly plastering the hearts all over the door and leaving the plate of cookies they ring the door bell and run. They had so much fun. Fae, who we attacked, has very little mobility because of strokes. We went into her home and left the hearts on the inside of her door and gave her the cookies. The girls enjoyed meeting Fae's "4-legged children", seeing her art work, getting her laundry, folding and putting it away for her. Fae enjoyed having the girls over to see her and help her. They were so sweet, telling Fae her art was beautiful and they loved her cats. On the drive home I asked the girls how they felt about helping Fae? "It made me feel warm inside".

#30 Ensign

2010-02-02T22:33:00.000-08:00

The Ensign is a monthly magazine that members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Ladder-Day Saints can subscribe to. I have a subscription to this magazine and I look forward to it coming in the mail every month.  This magazine is chuck full of wonderful articles that are helpful to an individual in all areas of their lives; socially, mentally, physically, economically as well as spiritually. It is a great source of learning and strength to me. Personal stories are published, messages from church leaders, church in the news, articles on preparedness, personal finances, improving marriages, raising children and messages that help us to draw closer to the Lord in our own personal worship.  This magazine has provided me with many teaching opportunities with my children.  This is the best magazine out their for the strengthening of individuals and families.

If you would like a subscription to the Ensign go here

If you would like to view and read from an online Ensign go here

Photo from here

#29 Family Home Evening

2010-02-02T22:11:00.000-08:00

In our home we have Family Home Evening every Monday evening.  Sometimes it will last a 1/2 hr sometimes a couple of hours (not very often though, we are lucky to get Blue to participate for more than an hour). During this time my husband, Troy and son, Blue and I will have a family activity like: hiking, walking, swimming, bowling, movie, visit someone, work, eat out, play a game to name a few, or we have a lesson on many subjects often spiritual. This gives us a great opportunity to teach our children about their Heavenly Father and their relationship to Him, His love for them and the importance to love Him.  We always have an opening prayer and closing prayer. I am so grateful for this time with my family.

Photo from here

#28 New Opportunities

2010-02-02T21:46:00.000-08:00

I have been offered a new job with Acosta in retail merchandising. I am so excited to get started! I originally was looking for a part time job that would work around my Post Office job, but as time went on I realized that I didn't want to stay with the post office. Delivering "City" mail is too physically demanding. I am grateful for all of the jobs that I have had and the opportunies they have given me to learn new skills. I have also met many new people. I look forward to this new experience. Today I had my first real hard FALL on a solid slab of ice. As I laid there with my scattered mail all about me, I thought, as I felt like crying, "I HATE THIS JOB" ( I don't really, but at that moment I did). I guess it is too much to ask to leave the job without, at least, one good fall. I don't know how the post office rates me as a "mail deliver/carrier". I have hit my share of mail boxes, some clean off their stand; I have ran over a brick flower bed, having to pay the customer $55; miss delivered a lot of mail; even bumped a customer's parked car; had a few near misses with cattle, snow plows and semis and not so near misses with 3 pheasants. They nick named me "Crash" in the office.

Photo from here

#27 I Don't Have to Put Money into My Junk Car

2010-01-31T14:18:00.000-08:00

I have this piece of junk car to deliver the rural mail in and two weeks ago it decided to not start. OH NO! I was letting Blue drive it to school during the week because I usually just need it for Saturdays. When he told me, "You are taking me to school", I called the bus driver and informed her that he would be catching the bus for a while while the car was being repaired. Not cool for a Junior! He survived though. 

After Wes' Auto told me what it might be (I wasn't sure what the heck he was talking about)  I asked, "About how much will that cost?"  He said, "$350-$400!" I was sick. The car isn't even worth that much. The thing is, I am about to switch jobs and won't even be needing that car much longer. I had no choice, I had to go for it. Then I started praying.....

Friday came and I needed to pick up my car for the Saturday delivery. Wes says, "It's been starting everyday, I don't know what was wrong with it". REALLY! "What do I owe you?" "Nothing, just take it home". My prayers were answered. What a blessing, a small miracle.

#26 Self-Reliance

2010-01-31T14:03:00.000-08:00

Being self-reliant isn't so much about just becoming independent as it is about becoming like the Savior in serving and blessing others.  When I am able to manage my own personal life, develop my talents and learn new skills I can then use my time and resources to help others. What a blessing it is to be in a position to serve others and enrich their lives for good.  It is so important to care for ourselves emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually so that we are in a position to help those in need. I have a friend who has learned to crochet rag rugs and is now teaching an older neighbor of hers.  My cousin, Pam helps her elderly neighbor with computer skills, my neighbor is adopting Haitian children, my brother, who owns a plumping business, helps family with plumbing problems. There are so many, who are living the law of self-reliance and becoming like the Savior through their unselfish service to others. 

Guides to Provident Living here and here

If you would like to donate to the Haitian people go here

Photo from here

#25 Make-Up Wipes

2010-01-30T21:04:00.000-08:00

This is the best thing ever.

It's so easy, quick and handy.

I use to be pretty lazy about taking my makeup off

and my pillow would have makeup smudges.

Not anymore!

I use one cloth per night to clean my whole face.

Very simple, and that is what I like.

Photo from here

#24 Hugs

2010-01-30T19:49:00.000-08:00

I will never forget the day that I opened my door, a friend stepped into my home, and without a word embraced me, hugging me, letting me cry. We didn't say anything. It felt so good. I had been having a really hard time and when she came over I don't know if that was her intentions, but I think she just knew I needed one when I opened the door. 

There was another time when I was in my room and felt so alone, like I could disappear and no one would notice. At that moment, my youngest child, Blue (he was just little) came into my room. He could see I was sad and asked, "Are you sad?" He then wrapped his small, little arms tenderly around me and I could feel his tiny little fingers very gently patting my back. I will never forget the feel of his small, little arms around me. I then realized someone did notice me, my Father in Heaven.

Photo from Free Hugs

#23 The Strength of Others

2010-01-29T17:30:00.000-08:00

The strength of others makes me want to be stronger; physically, mentally and spiritually.  How can I give up when there are women in the world like Stephanie. She is a women of great strength to me. I have come to think of her daily, sympathizing with all that she has to endure. I have prayed for her well being many times. Her life took on a major change of events just over a year ago and on her blog,  NieNie, she shares her journey of getting up every morning, recognizing her blessings, being a mother and wife and still finding joy in everyday living.  She is a beautiful women, mother and wife. 

Photo from her blog, NieNie

#22 For God's Creation-Ice Crystals

2010-01-29T14:22:00.000-08:00

It is absolutely beautiful outside. Clean blue skies, sun shinning bright! While walking around delivering mail (of course) ice crystals were floating in the air. like someone had tossed glitter into the air. Millions of microscopic prisms reflecting the colors of the rainbow. The ground literally looked like diamonds sparkling. It just amazes me, the beauty of God's creations. I feel His love for me when I see such beauty.

Photo from here

#21 Kleenex Tissues

2010-01-28T14:12:00.000-08:00

Walking in this cold weather really gets my nose running. If it weren't for the Kleenex tissues in my truck I would be a disgusting mess. You know, like those little kids you see playing outside with snot flowing down their upper lip? I must go through a 1/2 of box a day. Nothing feels better than getting to blow my nose clean after sniffling around the block. So grateful for Kleenex.

Photo from here

#20 Opportunities to Talk with My Teenager

2010-01-27T20:11:00.000-08:00

It can be a rare opportunity to talk with my teenager, to have him open up to me and express his feelings, anxieties, frustrations, insecurities or just what he did that day. Treasured moments! At those moments I feel that I am listening and understanding and he knows it. A connection! I can see a sense of "accomplishment" on his face. These moments increase my love for him and fill me with hope. Oh, and the best part is we get to enjoy a more agreeable, pleasant person for awhile.

#19 Shoveled Walkways

2010-01-26T13:53:00.000-08:00

A couple of people were out shoveling their sidewalks and a snow path between their houses for me while I delivered the mail today. I am so grateful for those who are aware of us Postal people out there trudging through the snow to deliver their mail. It makes it so much easier and nicer when the snow has been cleared away. It is very tiring to walk all day house to house, but add snow up to the knees in some places, that is exhausting! So a big thank you to all of you out there who think of the lonely person walking the streets with arms and a hip bag loaded with your mail, trying to make it a little easier for us.

Photo from here

#18 Work

2010-01-25T20:19:00.000-08:00

"Let us realize that the

privilege to work is a gift,

that the power to work

is a blessing,

that love of work is success"

David O. McKay
The Blessing of Work

#17 Sunshine in Winter

2010-01-24T17:21:00.000-08:00

There is sunshine in my soul today,

More glorious and bright.

Than glows in any earthly sky,

For Jesus is my light.

Oh, there's sunshine, blessed sunshine

When the peaceful happy  moments roll.

When Jesus shows his smiling face,

There is sunshine in the soul.

Hymn "There is Sunshine in My Soul Today"